A Sober Man’s Thoughts are a Drunk Man’s Words

Have you ever heard that before? A drunk man’s words are a sober man’s thoughts? I remember when I first heard that saying. It was from somebody pretty close to me. When I heard it I was young, and sober. I didn’t believe it. I just believed “Oh, they are just drunk and angry” and never realized what exactly it means.
Obviously, I drink. It is a very rare ocassion though. So, if you get the chance take advantage of it. It litterally is about twice a year. Well… maybe 2 or 3 more occasions than that even. But that is it really, I rarely ever drink.

However, I was thinking about it and realized how tempting it is to text and call people when you drink. You just want to express how you feel about somebody and before you know it you are getting a soboer response where you just know that they know you are drunk. It sucks because it is always that “okay” or something that you don’t want to hear. I realize then why I never drink.

It is because when I drink I make a complete idiot out of myself and then I end up getting into stuff I really shouldn’t be digging into. It has happened to all of us, well… At least all of us guys who drink. We always want to be right and win so we aim for our ex’s.

I need to delete those numbers for sure because it ends up getting me in trouble everytime. I always find a way to get them involved in my night and why it ended as badly as it did.

Don’t get me wrong though, if I am at a party or something, nobody can tell I am making this idiot of myself. I tend to do it on a silent un-noticed level that just semes to always tempt and remind me of my past. I hate it. I wish it was something I couldn’t remember even if I tried. It is just hard when you aren’t this amazingly good looking guy who works all the time and cares way too much about school. You tend to lose track of time and before you know it, it has been 2 months and you haven’t even had an oppertunity to go on a date.

I won’t lie, I am sure it is obvious of my state that I am writing in right now. It just sucks becuasue we are trying to revamp this website. It just isn’t as smooh as I like.

That is all. I doubt this will make sense in the morning.. but whatever.