I am BACK

Wow, one month and one day later I finally make the motivation to update this blog of joy. Time has flown, litterally. I cannot believe how rediculous my life has become. I love it, but honestly… I can’t believe half the stuff I have done in the last month.

First of all since my previous posts I blabbed forever about going to Las Vegas.
I will just sum it up in three words. It was kickass. I feel like the whole trip really opened me up to new experiences and I feel like in my life I will do a lot of traveling when I get the chance. I really enjoyed my time down there, meeting so many people I have worked with through BMXunion and just catching up with people I haven’t seen in a long time. Oh, by the way I am going again next year.
The flying part was pretty crazy, I wasn’t really all that nervous which surprised me. It was actually pretty cool and I wish I had a window seat now. I am really happy I had the oppertunity to take that trip.

Let’s see, I have been living the single life again for a little over a month now. Yep, I hate it. I really wish I had more time to go out to parties and get some dating done. However, I am just so busy with school and work I just can’t seem to motivate myself to try all that hard. I guess that is all I really care to say about that topic right now.

Speaking of school, apparently I haven’t been doing all that bad this year. I am pretty shocked since I felt so overwhelmed with everything when the semester had started. I guess it was just planning that trip, leaving my old jobs, the break up, and all that stuff mixed in that just didn’t help. However, I have had the chance to really focus and I think that it is real good. I feel like if I wasn’t in school I would have more oppertunities to travel but I really want to at least get my degree even if I don’t end up using it.

Oh, have I mentioned I have fully committed to wanting to be a writer? I am sure it might just be a phase, but I have honestly been into writing for some time. I guess with all these oppertunities lately I feel like maybe I can make it a reality? Who knows, just have to wait it out and see where life takes me I guess.

I have also been working a bunch at my new job. I have been working at this trucking company in the shop just doin odd jobs like cleaning trucks and trailers. However, it also involves a lot of other random jobs. For instance, this previous week we spent ripping a roof/deck off so we could rebuild the roof and deck. It’s weird because I am actually really into going to work just because I have no idea what I might be doing.

Life is a weird thing, I always felt like everyday was almost pre planned and just going to happen without really much of an unexpected twist. Throwing in all these changes really made me realize that I have no idea where I will be tomorrow. Where I will be in 5 weeks. Where I will be in 5 years. I can only aim for what I want and make it happen in the best way I can. I am going to make things happen, I just need to do it. I will too.
Check back for more from me.. I promise it won’t be a month.